What's The Use In Trying?

It kinda of fells like I'm fading away
All these thoughts in my head
I've been drowning in them lately
And it's so hard to stay afloat
Head out of the water
Water dancing around my throat

Butterflies become a whole swarm of wasps
Stinging my insides
I kinda miss the butterflies though
At least they feel nice
Gardens don't grow flowers
All they grow are weeds
And I complain about it
But I never plant any seeds

What's the use in trying?
It fells like trying isn't enough
One minute it feels like I'm flying
The next I'm falling down
Drenched in my anxiety
Heart is beating
Hard to breath
Tired not sleeping
Someone hold me
Rock the bad thoughts away
Rock the bad thoughts away

It’s getting a little harder to see any beauty
Any beauty that's surrounding me
My vision blurry
I know the Sun is shining
I feel it above me
I'm still cold inside
Although my skin is burning

What's the use in trying?
It fells like trying isn't enough
One minute it feels like I'm flying
The next I'm falling down
Drenched in my anxiety
Heart is beating
Hard to breath
Tired not sleeping
Someone hold me
Rock the bad thoughts away
Rock the bad thoughts away

HELP me darling
I'm drowning

HELP me darling
I'm drowning
I'm drowning

What's the use in trying?
It fells like trying isn't enough
One minute it feels like I'm flying
The next I'm falling down
Drenched in my anxiety
Heart is beating
Hard to breath
Tired not sleeping
Someone hold me
Rock the bad thoughts away
Rock the bad thoughts away