Sitting here all day, awake all night, building my own hell
Happy memories I cannot find looking into my self
No Joy, just the blame
Tears start fall again
Living my own hell this I've choose, tired of wait
For some sympathy for the issues that I have created
No youth, no faith
But hope isn't gone away
Tomorrow I may see
Shiny wings and endless sky
Death won't find me here
And my life I will retrieve
Years in the shadows
Each day closer to hell
Soon I will leave
And my life I will retrieve
Sitting here all day, awake all night, building my own hell
Happy memories I cannot find looking into my self
No Joy, just the blame
Tears start fall again
Tomorrow I may see
Shiny wings and endless sky
Death won't find me here
And my life I'll retrieve