Another Song

I mean, it had been going on and building up for so many years
That I was, you know, suicidal
I mean, I just didn't wanna live
So I just thought if I'm gonna die
If I'm gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs, you know?

I remember when you used to hold me close and say you love me
Now you actin' like a ghost and that's okay, I know I'm ugly
Now I'm swervin' in the ghost and I'm okay I'm gettin' money
Now I'm switchin' up the coast, get out my way I stop for nothin'
Give me some time and give me your patience
Came in the game last one month, fuck the game, I'm done
Give me a sign and I'm gunna take it
Whatever way I want
Bitch, I get paid up front
I'm gettin' mine, so fuck all your placements
Baby face, I'm done
Fuck the place I'm from
Don't hit my line and say somethin' basic
If it ain't about the money
Please don't waste no time
Lookin' out the edge, and I'm picturin' the fall 'cause
I don't want to break my legs and have to carry on
If I carry on I'm gon' need some marijuana
Put it in my bong, then I make another song

May as well become a junkie
'Cause I felt like a junkie every day, you know
You know, waking up starving
Forcing myself to eat, you know, barfing it back up
I'm in pain all the time