Proud (feat. Martinz Beats)

No, I don't intend to lie
But I've never asked for your trust
You can put the truth inside my mouth
Just don't make me swallow in a rush

Surely, God knows well who I am
He wouldn't want me to pretend
But I can't keep on playing with

These shadows of my own
Oh, don't forget my face
I'm leaving home

'Cause I just wanna be
Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf

Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf

Fell in love with sweet Ambien
Inside my mind, a love so violent
Outside, it’s all a dream so silent
Hold on to me and break the silence

Surely, You'll never know who I am
All I could do was play pretend
But I can’t keep on playing with
These shadows of my own (oh, don't) forget my face
I'm leaving home

'Cause I just wanna be
Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf

Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf

Who would have wanted to
End up like you-uh?
No, I can't trust in your
One-sided truth

'Cause I just wanna be
Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf

Proud of myself
Don't wanna care about nothing else
'Cause I've been giving too many fucks
'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf