For Lucy
For Lucy
For Lucy
You lay on the floor of your new house
With the walls you painted dark blue
You talk to yourself
Never felt so alone
I call, you don't pick up the phone
He left you for another back in winter
Geminis and their ways
When you hesitated
I stopped trying
And I think about it to this day
But I write you letters sign them
For Lucy
I swear to God I'm trying
Can't you see
There's this space we made up
Between us
You lay in your bed with the lights on
What good is a friend if she's not home
And I'm trying to mend it
By being relentless
I don't know how to act, don't know what to say
You got stuck in a dark place when he left
And I tried to be there, oh I promised
When we were little kids
Said we'd give anything
But nothings the same
So I write you letters sign them
For Lucy
I swear to God I'm trying
Can't you see
There's this space we made up
Between us
And I hold my breathe and whisper
For Lucy
I called you my sister
Then watched you bleed
In this space we made up
Between us
So I'm standing on your doorstep
In the floodlights
I can see your bloodshot eyes
Oh nothings as I planned it
Are you alright
Are we alright
Oh I'm standing on your doorstep
With a letter
I wrote back when we felt so much better
Oh nothings as I planned it
But please just read
For Lucy
For Lucy
For Lucy
For Lucy