Faithful?

I woke up and didn't see you on your side of the bed
The air felt stable, but when you walked it smelled like cheap beer
And I wasn't me anymore
And you weren't you anymore
I hate feeling this, I hate missing you
I ask myself every day if you are faithful?
But the answer was given with a stab in the back

You betrayed me in the worst way possible, with my friend
I felt so disgusted
I vomited for days and days
I didn't eat, I skipped meals
Just because of you
My biggest fear came true
My biggest fear was you
Justify yourself, I can still hear you

I'm like an emotional addict
Nothing shakes me (of course you don't exist)
Oh please stop talking and get to the point
Are you faithful?
Or not?

When the rain started
Your wet hair
Your shiny lips
Your bright eyes
You are so sexy, so stunning

I am not going to cry
If one day I still say I love you, please, I'll be drunk
I don't want to hear a word if you want
Just that
Why weren't you faithful to me

I'm like an emotional addict
Nothing shakes me (of course you don't exist)
Oh please stop talking and get to the point
Are you faithful?
Or not?

Are you faithful love?
Have you ever used me?
Was I once yours?
Did you ignore the tornado warning for me?
Did you step into the fire to save me?
Damn, know your infidelity, it doesn't shake me
What only makes me sad are your words

I'm like an emotional addict
Nothing shakes me (of course you don't exist)
Oh please stop talking and get to the point
Are you faithful?
Or not?

Are you faithful?
Baby, I know you're not faithful