Guilty Of Loving

Love shouldn't hurt so much
I'm bleeding and you closed the door
There's no turning back, you locked me away, threw me
Maybe I made it happen
All the things I loved went with you
They left my fingers in the blink of an eye
And I still cry in the corner of my room

Why am I guilty of loving?
Why can't I just be myself?
I get out of bed every day praying for you to come back
But God doesn't respond to my haste

Love, don't leave me in the middle of the dark
I don't want to burn out
I don't want to let go of our moments
Baby don't let them kill me
I don't want you to cry on my deathbed
Baby, I forgive you for not loving me like I loved you

I memorized all the songs you like
I read every book you've ever read
And I went to the gym just because you said you liked it
But baby, you broke it all by closing that door
The door of our love

I waited for you to arrive every day
But when the hurricane passed I had to leave
Baby, I leave you just one day
But you left me all

Love, don't leave me in the middle of the dark
I don't want to burn out
I don't want to let go of our moments
Baby don't let them kill me
I don't want you to cry on my deathbed
Baby, I forgive you for not loving me like I loved you

Guilty of loving
I was hoping you would notice me
But you went out drinking and said you'd come back
But five days pass and you were still far away
Was far

Love, don't leave me in the middle of the dark
I don't want to burn out
I don't want to let go of our moments
Baby don't let them kill me
I don't want you to cry on my deathbed
Baby, I forgive you for not loving me like I loved you