I Still Keep Your Sweatshirt

I lied to my therapist
Said I hadn't seen you in months
I lied because he would say so that I would distance myself
'Cause even I know you're a problem
But a problem I want to have

You and I were unconscious
It was midnight and the sky was full of stars
Maybe we've fallen into madness
We are crazy people who need to be hospitalized
And if we don't take care of ourselves we will fall into the sea of sharks
Why are we beautiful and they bit us

I still keep your hoodie in case you come back
It was the best of kisses, it was the best of camera flashes
I hid in the stall at the end of each show
Because I didn't want anyone to see me crying
It was breaking, it was hurting, I was holding on for you
But now I can choose between singing or living

I was choosing our photos
You smile incredibly in all of them
We dance to our last song
It was the best of dances, it was the best of moments
But now you're tired, tired of fucking with my hopes
Was it different with you, or had I just changed my modus operandi
How to fall in love

I still keep your hoodie in case you come back
It was the best of kisses, it was the best of camera flashes
I hid in the stall at the end of each show
Because I didn't want anyone to see me crying
It was breaking, it was hurting, I was holding on for you
But now I can choose between singing or living

I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt)
Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again)
I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt)
Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again)
I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt)
Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again)