Lane Bear

Running through sunflower fields
Playing with your red scarf
Traveling across the country
Wearing your favorite outfit
Smiling at me and saying I'm the love of your life
I wanted to believe this is true

I just let myself believe in our adventures
I wanted to embrace all your flaws and turn them into qualities
But you didn't, you just wanted someone to not feel alone
Why did not you tell me? I would give you the best of company
Why didn't you sharpen the dagger and put me against the wall?
I would stroke your angel hair while you cried in my lap

My lane bear, my favorite freeloader
Don't go away, I can still be used
It was a sign, it was an end
But you and I know everything
And I still want your fucking hair touching mine
My lane bear, my best love

When you went far away and said you would come back
It was one of the deepest pains
But why does it hurt so much?
You are one of the best at everything you do, and I just wanted a hug from you
But why did you have to go?
I just wanted a goodbye kiss

My lane bear, my favorite freeloader
Don't go away, I can still be used
It was a sign, it was an end
But you and I know everything
And I still want your fucking hair touching mine
My lane bear, my best love

My lane bear, my favorite freeloader
Don't go away, I can still be used
It was a sign, it was an end
But you and I know everything
And I still want your fucking hair touching mine
My lane bear, my best love