Life Fear

I feel my skin burn
I feel my breath hitch
I feel my mask falling
I pretended I was brave, strong
But you know me like no one else
You are a part of me

I cried a lot, everyone calls me a sociopath
You were the only one who held me
When I fall into my world of suffering
I just hope you don't hurt me

You say we shouldn't be afraid of life (scared of life)
But what if she kills me first?
What if she is the source of my failure
That was my focus, getting along with life
But as my algebra teacher once told me
Those who try to divert us from our focus
They are not our friends but our enemies

There's still hope, no, there's no hope
My world fell, I flew to my death
I felt neutral, it was like I was nothing
Your hands slipped as they tried to hold me
But baby, I wasn't me anymore

And maybe I should die
I'm a sinner, and you look like an angel
You are an angel, my angel

You say we shouldn't be afraid of life (scared of life)
But what if she kills me first?
What if she is the source of my failure
That was my focus, getting along with life
But as my algebra teacher once told me
Those who try to divert us from our focus
They are not our friends but our enemies

I lost my life, I lost my world
I lost my faith, I lost my love
I lost everything I loved, I lost you
Now I'm left in the dark waiting for eternity

I lost my life, I lost my world
I lost my faith, I lost my love
I lost everything I loved, I lost you
Now I'm left in the dark waiting for eternity

I lost my life, I lost my world
I lost my faith, I lost my love
I lost everything I loved, I lost you
Now I'm left in the dark waiting for eternity

You say we shouldn't be afraid of life (scared of life)
But what if she kills me first?
What if she is the source of my failure
That was my focus, getting along with life
But as my algebra teacher once told me
Those who try to divert us from our focus
They are not our friends but our enemies