My Murder

I sank into the sea, I threw myself off the cliff
I'm my own demon
I am my own sin
I'm so unclean, I'm so bad
That I don't deserve you
And you don't deserve something as bad as me

I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo
I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough
But I can't even sing anymore

I'm my killer (my murder)
I wrote my suicide letter
You read it and cried
Baby, don't mind me
I promised not to leave, but
I lost myself, I forgot to love myself
And I feel like my murder was already planned
I just did my killers a favor (my murder)

It's not like people will miss me
They only know how to judge me, I feel this all the time
I took refuge in your love, but I feel like it wasn't enough
You're an angel, love, but I couldn't ask for help
And don't feel guilty, I went because I wanted to

I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo
I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough
But I can't even sing anymore

I'm my killer (my murder)
I wrote my suicide letter
You read it and cried
Baby, don't mind me
I promised not to leave, but
I lost myself, I forgot to love myself
And I feel like my murder was already planned
I just did my killers a favor (my murder)

I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo
I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough
But I can't even sing anymore

I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo
I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough
But I can't even sing anymore