White Bear

Cheap cigarette smell
Strong drink, deep thump
Millions of love spells
He's my man, always has been
But what if he transformed? What if he is no longer himself?
Smell of sleeping pills
Strong medicine, fatal disease

He is a white bear with rough fur
Running from the orange forest, running from the flames
Little blue eyes that reflect sadness
He is legendary, North Pole, igloo made of love
Your nose catches my attention, it smells my rose perfume
He is my bear, my white bear

Fleeing the hurricane, it was you who made the wind
I waited for your answer, I stayed at it for 2 years
But when I put you up against the wall
Your hair has fallen out, your color has changed
You were no longer white, you were dark
In fact you always were, I just hid it
Why was it so hard to accept

Do you remember the phrase you always said to me when you were sad?
The world is not ready for Nicolas Chamillet, is it?
You told me millions of lies, but this was the worst
We were eating ice cream when you stabbed me
My blood mixed with the ice cream, the lie hurt like a knife
But what's the point of dying screaming, if the one who's killing me is screaming along with me?

My mind is hot as hell
Pain throbs my thoughts, my blood dyes the snow
What if I ate snow? Would you come and save me?
I think I heard the bear noise
But I'm not sure if it was you

Fleeing the hurricane, it was you who made the wind
I waited for your answer, I stayed at it for 2 years
But when I put you up against the wall
Your hair has fallen out, your color has changed
You were no longer white, you were dark
In fact you always were, I just hid it
Why was it so hard to accept

It hurts to see my blood turning the snow red
But it hurt so much that I let it go
I cried so much that my body no longer has water
And my last vision was you coming to me
You licked my face and growled at the sky
This was the end, the end