Toy Love Song

I know, you took me by surprise
I know, you looked deep in my eyes
I know, you ripped off your disguise
But maybe that ain't enough
I know, I like your pretty eyes
I know, I like your silky thighs
I even like the way you lie
Maybe that's just a trap
I really cannot relax
When I see you by my side
I wonder if your suicide
Affects me like I feel it ought to do
Or was our loving just a toy
A crazy girl, a stupid boy
Ignoring things that
Could've made it true
I know,you had the final say
I know, you took the only way
That's fine, it really is ok
It's just what I would've done
But you beat me to the gun
When I see you by my side
I wonder if your suicide
Affects me like I feel it ought to do
Or was our loving just a toy
A crazy girl, a stupid boy
Ignoring things that
Could've made it true