Totem

Something’s missing I can’t seem to shake this feeling
Emptiness like a mourning heart
Only time will time
Redesign myself
Let go and start anew
Counting seconds turns to counting weeks
Resisting all my opportunities
Escape the abyss
Every swing I miss
Oh how

I'm struggling to find hope in uncertain times
Get through this hell
Assess and realign
Realign

My bad habits get the best of me
Wrestling monotony
Pain is temporary
That first step so scary
With all that I have learned
Why is fear my main concern?
Because it’s all I know
Am I all alone
Tell me is this my

Reality
How could this happen to me
How could this be
Is this my reality?
Is this my reality?

I have to find hope in uncertain times
Get through this hell
Assess and realign
Realign
Realign
Get through this hell
Assess and realign
Get through this hell
Assess and realign

Is this my reality?