Dear

If I could free myself - - -
From this guilt - - - (I'd like to tear you)

To squeeze every ounce of life.
Would be such a thrill --- (waiting so long)

Wipe that smile. Crush your dreams.
I'm ready to take your life --- (are you ready to die?)

These shards they just won't....

Get a grip on yourself / let go!
These letters preserved will be your end
Another page is folded
The ink it fades, but the line it holds

Why won't it read?
What I want to put before your eyes
Why won't these thoughts take form?
Why won't these thoughts take...?

I've made my bones, over these years
I've kept my promise, in a box
Bereft of joy and innocence
I am the only thing I've got
Reflections of the one I am
Mirrored across the other side
Look in these eyes, they tell no lies
I take your name.....

Solace!
I stand before you guilt in hand
Depending!
I've called upon your name

How much is more?
This lie is not real
This statement - a fucking paradox
You don't buy it
You never have

Gripping it
Fighting it,
Free of all deception.

Holding on
To what you have
Let - it - go
Let - it - flow

Gripping / fighting / free of deception
You're holding on.. Too

I've made my bones, over the years
I've kept my promise, in a box
Bereft of joy and innocence
I am the only thing I've got
Reflections of the one I am
Mirrored across the other side
Look in these eyes, they tell no lies
I take your... Name

Open wide...pica appetite
Open wide.. This crushing surprise

Re-assurance is - - two open palms
Sodomy is just - - my tightly closed fist

Re-assurance is - - two open palms
Sodomy is just - - my tightly closed fist fuck

I have freed myself - - -
From this guilt - - -
Squeezed every ounce of life.
Was such a thrill
Wiped that smile. Crushed your dreams.
I have taken your life
Your name is now mine!