Alive, Always

There's puke on the floor
There's a knife in the puke
There's vodka on the table in the corner of my room
And I'm not supposed to be here
I don't know what to do
I never planned this far
I get up and go to school
I leave after first to try again

Skin's too thick
I give up
Never told anyone
Alive always
Only forward
Born again
You left me here
Alive always

It'll never be enough
The hardest thing you've ever done
And you just can't help yourself
I wish you were someone else