Ruin My Life

You're in the bills I pay my therapist
You're in the extra weight around my hips
You're in the pills I carry in my purse
The reason I became an introvert

I've done everything that I could do
But the voice in my head talks like you
And you don't have a clue

No it's not fair
You'll never apologize
No you don't care
I can't even sleep at night
(While you're alright)
I spent all of last year just tryin' to forget
All the backhanded shit that you said oh
No, it's not fair
You don't even realize

You're still finding ways to ruin my life
Yeah, you still ruin my life

You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup
The extra heartbeat when someone brings you up
You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late
You're in the pity on everybody's face

And I know you think it's all my fault
And I guess that's why you never call
'Cause you don't have clue

No, it's not fair
You'll never apologize
No, you don't care
I can't even sleep at night
(While you're alright)
I spent all of last year just tryin' to forget
All the backhanded shit that you said oh
And it's not fair
You don't even realize

You're still finding ways to ruin my life
Yeah, you still ruin my life

It's gets better, it gets better
That's what everybody said
Not forever, not forever
That's what everybody said
I've tried to get you off my mind
What a waste of time

It's gets better, it gets better
That's what everybody said
Not forever, not forever
That's what everybody said
I've tried to get you off my mind

But you're still finding ways to ruin my life
Yeah, you still ruin my life