Tightrope

I won't ever be the same since you left me to die
I'm on the floor, I decay, seen blood in my eyes
As it poured down my face, and now I'm barely alive
There's no way I'll survive
I never wanted this life but they say I'm the one
Will I land by the liquor or will I die by the gun
Wil, I still have time to see the ones that I love
Or will they find me all alone in a tub full of blood
Do you feel uncomfortable around me
Act so strange to the ones who care
Walk in a room and they all surround me
Keep a smile on my face through the depths of despair

And I scream how I feel, everybody hears but no one listens
It seems like I'm hopeless, everybody sees but no one focus
I'm screaming for help, every song you think its a lie
Now I need someone's hand so when the time runs out
Don't say that you tried

Listen, what I'm saying, do you think this shit a joke
You won't think its funny till I'm hanging from a rope
Then everybody crying saying that they was my bro
But everybody lying, I done seen it all before
People gon' drink till the lake run dry
People gon' watch till they eyes catch fire
Nothing gon' stop till we all realize
Nothing gon' stop till we all get wise now

And I scream how I feel, everybody hears but no one listens
It seems like I'm hopeless, everybody sees but no one focus
I'm screaming for help, every song you think its a lie
Now I need someone's hand so when the time runs out
Don't say that you tried