Message To U

The nothing was never right.
The nothing is real.
and childhood hurts to remember.
You cried a sullen tear to release my fears in here.
I'm incapable of tears and I'll climb the ladder I fear.
Hoping I can find love but not in you! You!

Somehow I wish there was more to this....more to this!
and I corrupt it!
and I bury it!
and I breathe life into it!
When I need it!

This is my message to U!
Why do I feel forsaken?
When you're only teaching me.
What's the use in me?
To rape my memories?
To give me an eternal sting.
How do I compensate for the loss, of a broken memory?

Somehow I wish there was more to this....more to this!
and I corrupt it!
and I bury it!
and I breathe life into it!
When I need it!

Some of these people are so ungrateful!
It only stings for a moment!
Some of these people are so ungrateful!
That when she stings it's forever!