Better To Give Up

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My courage is kind of gone
I'm so in love
That I forgot that I loved you alone
You look so sad
But I need to pretend I don't matter
But really I've been getting lost in us

You go so far
I've been worrying about you
I've been falling in love with you
But maybe I'm just a ghost to you
Just a friend
Or a lie
It's like a dark paradise

So I need to give up
You are words I could never learn
You speak a language you could never talk
You were never mine
And I can never be yours
Were there any reasons to die for
But I will never be something you could love
It's better to give up

You throw your head back when you laugh
Isolate yourself when you are sad
I absorb your problems into me
I can't control this shit
Just talk to me
Why don't you speak?
You can not see?
I'm thrown at your feet
I'm Screaming on the cliff

So I need to give up
You are words I could never learn
You speak a language you could never talk
You were never mine
And I can never be yours
Were there any reasons to die for
But I will never be something you could love
It's better to give up