Forgive Me

Forgive me if I have sinned baby
Been a while since I have gotten a win
Lately up and down the stairs
Wishing someone would care
If I dropped off the face of the earth
I light my incense let the smoke float thru the air
Find my mirror brush out some knots and braid my hair

He hated it when I was in my element
Now I'm more periodic than the table
Charged my crystals, I feel better knowing I never let you ruin my life
No more hands on my thighs
Forgive if I have sinned
Forgive me if I let you grab a hold of my life
But to me your more dead than alive

Forgive me if I feel the need to say sorry to you
And maybe I miss your hands on me
Even though you should have said sorry
My cleanse my purge of your aura is freeing is freeing
The cards in the deck are telling me three of swords
My costar is telling me off
Forgive me if I fall in love with myself

I have a problem with no because it’s much too hard to say
And you play a part in my psyche, the aperture to the lens I see
The worlds much scarier than my mother told me

To keep my head up high during my retrograde
And when my grandma fasts
It’s because she feels something holy
All of my extensions and my flesh make me feel alive
Yeah, my fathers proud and my brothers tired
Of seeing me like this

Forgive me if I have sinned baby
Been a while since I have gotten a win
Lately up and down the stairs
Wishing someone would care if I dropped off the face of the earth
If I dropped off the face of the earth