The Night Of Suicide

Another day is turning
Another day is the same!
With every word I'm craving
To feel the same again!

Another day is fading
And another day is the same for me!
I'm lost and cruel!
What’s the point of this?
So let me turn!

Let me turn away from the growing ache!
But It’s never gonna be the same
I’ll never gonna feel the same!
Turn my aim for the clouds instead!
But it’s never gonna be the same
I’ll never gonna feel!

The One, you chained me!
I can’t break free!
Our lies, our hatred
Will take me away
‘Cause I don’t know what is real!
I don’t know how I should feel!
Am I the faceless?
A needless, dreamless plan inside my head!
I won’t be sad!
Am I faking or I feel just so fine?

No It’s totally alright
So I’ll tell you how I feel
I wanna be hanged!
I want to choke upon the rope of envy!
I wanna be dead in every possible way my mind would let me
I want the faces and the voices to come haunt me down, they’ll give me any other possible ways for torturing me!
But you know what?
I'm just fine!

Amazing and wholesome!

Our hearts will never cross again!
You left and I stayed for you!

Let me turn away from the growing ache!
But It’s never gonna be the same
I’ll never gonna feel the same!

Turn my aim for the clouds instead!
But it’s never gonna be the same
I’ll never gonna feel AGAIN!

I’ll NEVER DREAM AGAIN!