Doesn't Count

Honestly, hate to say that I miss us
Saw your name, got me scrolling through picture
24, I don't feel any different
Wanna text but I feel like I'm simpin'
Roll your eyes every time we were kissin'
Different night, different guy, what's the difference?
Never knew how to keep your attention, yeah

I know you blocked me, I'm convinced
Your iPhone doesn't get my texts
I said I called by accident
'Cause what's the point in trying when

Everything I do doesn't count
And I've been thinkin' you should hear me out
Got me waking up at 2, while you stayed out
Keepin' up with you wears me down
Nothing I can do to slow you down
You've been on the move since you moved out
Now I'm staying up till 2 to figure out
Why everything I do doesn't count?

Yeah, when you cry, and you say that you miss him
I set aside all my pride just to listen
I was never the one just the option
No, and I don't think you know how to show love
Maybe one day you'll see what you gave up
Was I easy for you to dispose of?

And I don't need a reason to miss you
And I don't need the drugs, I'm addicted to you
But I hate that I feel like the issue
Every drink I take's got me thinking of you
And I don't need a reason to miss you
And I don't need the drugs, I'm addicted to you
But I hate that I feel like the issue
So tell me why