The Worst Thing

You are the worst thing
That happened to me
And I thank you for taking
The place that I was saving for me
You set me free
Became the best friend
That all my self hating
Could ever have had when
You shattered all my hopes and my dreams
Now you’re my worst enemy
You are the worst thing

Thought I knew all my demons
You came thru now you lead them
In the battle against me
Underneath you I’m ten feet
Who am I to resist this
Cyanide in my breakfast
Drinking bottles to cleanse me
Think I might be unhealthy

Now its taking too long to even back out
Feel like Im a prisoner in my own house
And Im spiraling down down down down

You are the worst thing
That happened to me
And I thank you for taking
The place that I was saving for me
You set me free
Became the best friend
That all my self hating
Could ever have had when
You shattered all my hopes and my dreams
Now you’re my worst enemy
You are the worst thing

Half a year and a few weeks
You appear just to break me
I was finally happy
Then you came in and stabbed me
In my DMs again where’s your boyfriend
Sending me pictures when your not with him
Now your feeling so guilty
Think you might be unhealthy

Now its taking too long to even back out
Feel like Im a prisoner in my own house
And Im spiraling down down down down

Please believe me I would only leave you
If I felt like it was
Necessary for my mental health and now I’m at a break through
I hate you

Now its taking too long to even back out
Feel like Im a prisoner in my own house
And Im spiraling down down down down

You are the worst thing
That happened to me
And I thank you for taking
The place that I was saving for me
You set me free
Became the best friend
That all my self hating
Could ever have had when
You shattered all my hopes and my dreams
Now you’re my worst enemy
You are the worst thing