Red July

The rain is falling
Snow is forming
Your birthday party is coming
And I, I'm bad for you anyway
Anyway

What a red July
What a fucking July
What a monotonous life
What a boring feeling
What a red July
Even though I don't love you anymore

I do not know where to start
I don't know what to feel
I just know that if one day I die I won't disappear
I don't know where to go
I do not know what to say
I just know that if one day I run away I won't cry

What a red July
What a fucking July
What a monotonous life
What a boring feeling
What a red July
Even though I don't feel you anymore

Red July
Red July
Red July
I just know that if one day I die I won't disappear
Red July
Red July
Red July

(What would I even say?)