Hate

I am so broken
My wounds are open
For the world to see
That I am unclean
I'm dirty
I'm unworthy
Turning
Fire's burning

I hate that you hurt me
I'll take what you've done
I hate that you're happy
I thought you were the one
I hate that I still want you
And miss your smile
I hate everything about you
I hate myself for hanging on

My eyes are distorted
From the lies that you've spoken
I scream but I feel
Nothing is unreal
Dirty
I'm unworthy
Tuning
Fire's burning

Breathing's not a part of healing
It doesn't mean that I'm alive inside
Just because my heart's still beating
It doesn't mean that I wanna die slow