Decisions

And its true, that only time will tell
Only time will tell..
I cant focus on the prize
My mind is lost somewhere in time
The truth is fading with each blink
I cant fucking focus
When I gave myself to this I knew
That I could take on anything you threw
Sitting silent with an empire of memories
As I walk through hell I face my enemies
I hate to do this on my own
I face it alone
The morning star guides me again
(When will I understand)
I'm sick of the lies you painted for my eyes
(When will I understand)
I swear
That I gave everything inside me to you
Fucking wasted my time
In the safe-boat of our silence
Our friendship is sinking..
As I fade to the bottom
The story plays again and again
What would I have done different
And what difference would it make
We can change our destiny
In this life, there are no second chances
We are a product of our own decisions
(Where are you now,
You got me into this,
Please help me escape!)
I swear that I gave everything inside me
To you
Now there is nothing left