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so say a prayer for me.
a wish me well.
i've been swimming in lies so long,
which way i can't tell.
well this boat sways hard,
it'll make you sober.
you've been swimming in lies so long,
didn't know it was over.
i'm leaving home for the last time,
i'm jumping ship and i'm heading west.
yeah, i want to kiss the sun along blue horizon,
looking forward to long nights and little rest.
i'm kicking out these bad memories,
and now you're becoming one.
this bottles been bottomed too many times,
back and forth now here she comes.