Have To Leave

Everyday I sit and drink my coffee
Driven forward by what I cannot say and I
I seem so bound to struggle that I wonder if it's just my way

And you don't like it
When I'm gone
And I don't like just to
Feel so wrong
So I ask myself
Why do we stay?
And sure we can just
Follow the love
But we can't seem to find where it's gone
So why do we say that it works?

Oh, and I bleed
So rain down on me
I still can hear you calling
And I know that you bleed
But there's something that I need
And it's not your love
And I know it'll fuck me up
But I have to leave

Everyday I sit and drink my coffee
Holdin' onto three words you don't say
Our love is fading into memory
Oh your touch, it doesn't feel the same

And if you just like it when I'm gone
Then why am I still just holding on
Oh, I've known that I should turn away
So if you're someone that I used to know then
Why don't I leave, why don't I go
We're falling but hope gets in the way

Oh, and I bleed
So rain down on me
I still can hear you calling
And I know that you bleed
But there's something that I need
So rain down on me
I still can hear you calling
And I know that you bleed
But there's something that I need
And it's not your love
And I know it'll fuck me up
But I have to leave